Friday, October 3, 2008

MisS u Soo MucH =,(

salam...
it hv been a long tme i didnt use 2write blog with bhs omputih ;D
so i did it 2day...
it was my feeling on da 1st of Ramadhan...
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i walked into the house and that sense of love overwhelmed me...
i nvr thought i'd feel diz bad,
i brought da food to the kitchen where they told me to put it on da table.
i did wht i was told then i just started wondering around...
at 1st, i had no idea why,
then it hit me,
i was looking for her...
among da laughing women, talking men & crying babies,
all i looked for was her comforting voice and warm hug...
mish all da thing soo much!!
looking at da food, i kept wondering where was her dish??
miss her delicious opor ayam...(indonesian dish when raya)
i sat infront of da TV with Sis Iqa,Hairi,Haikal and Suyatni,my cousins...
i kept glancing at her bedroom door,
rmmbring how she'd pray then come out and calmly tell us to clean up aftr ourselves...
she was oweys likedat,she nvr raised her voice to us,she spoke nicely and calmly,..
not hurting us,one bit...
she was a lady...a true indonesian woman..
soon,all da boys went 2 da nearest mosque 2 pray & i babysat for sme of cousins..
it was funny to see so many babies bcoz i remember being da baby once.,
watching da toddlers play with da toys i used to play with on the same spot was different..
i felt jealous!~
and at the sme tme,i sad for them...
they didn't know the wonderful woman i knew. ..
looking around her house,
i remembered so many things,
everything looked so neat and tidy even with her gone. ....
which was how she liked it...








Tok Mak!! i miss u so much...
its not da words dat cme frm my mouth,
its cme deeply frm my heart...
i will luv n rembred u from day 2day..
its my promise!!!
semoga roh beliau ditempatkan dikalangan org2 y beriman








p/s:sory if there r grammar error,im not good in essay..xD

c u`ll in another blog..
wassalam..

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