MisS u Soo MucH =,(

salam...
it hv been a long tme i didnt use 2write blog with bhs omputih ;D
so i did it 2day...
it was my feeling on da 1st of Ramadhan...
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i walked into the house and that sense of love overwhelmed me...
i nvr thought i'd feel diz bad,
i brought da food to the kitchen where they told me to put it on da table.
i did wht i was told then i just started wondering around...
at 1st, i had no idea why,
then it hit me,
i was looking for her...
among da laughing women, talking men & crying babies,
all i looked for was her comforting voice and warm hug...
mish all da thing soo much!!
looking at da food, i kept wondering where was her dish??
miss her delicious opor ayam...(indonesian dish when raya)
i sat infront of da TV with Sis Iqa,Hairi,Haikal and Suyatni,my cousins...
i kept glancing at her bedroom door,
rmmbring how she'd pray then come out and calmly tell us to clean up aftr ourselves...
she was oweys likedat,she nvr raised her voice to us,she spoke nicely and calmly,..
not hurting us,one bit...
she was a lady...a true indonesian woman..
soon,all da boys went 2 da nearest mosque 2 pray & i babysat for sme of cousins..
it was funny to see so many babies bcoz i remember being da baby once.,
watching da toddlers play with da toys i used to play with on the same spot was different..
i felt jealous!~
and at the sme tme,i sad for them...
they didn't know the wonderful woman i knew. ..
looking around her house,
i remembered so many things,
everything looked so neat and tidy even with her gone. ....
which was how she liked it...

Tok Mak!! i miss u so much...
its not da words dat cme frm my mouth,
its cme deeply frm my heart...
i will luv n rembred u from day 2day..
its my promise!!!
semoga roh beliau ditempatkan dikalangan org2 y beriman

p/s:sory if there r grammar error,im not good in essay..xD

c u`ll in another blog..
wassalam..

..~RAYA!!!!~..

..~SELAMAT ARY RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMIN & MUSLIMAT~..

E-CLASS DARI:-MIERA & FAMILY DI PENANG..=)

..~anDai iNi RaMaDhaN TeRaKhiR BuaTku~..

salam..
sedar xsedar,dh 26hari kita berpuasa..
4hari lagi,ramadhan bakal meninggalkan kita..
rasa skejap sgt ramadhan taun nieyh..
moga kita dapat bertemu lgi ramdhan di tahun hdapan..
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semalam detik2 terakhir berpuasa brsama teman-teman di hostel..
kenangan paling indah yg xdpt dilupakan..
moga detik2 indah e2 akan berulang kembali dithun2 berikutnya..
bagi senior2 form5,smalam mlm terakhir diorg berterawih di surau An-Nur..

pagi tadi b4 balik,ada program kt dewan..
bersalam-salaman dgn cikgu2 n kngkwn...
sayu je rasa ble nk tinggalkan kenangan dibulan ramadhan taun nieyh mcm 2 je..
1st year berbuka brsama rakan tnpa keluarga..
mna thu,tahun nie ramadhan terakhir buat diri ini..
terigt kmbali saat2 berjemaah slt subuh di surau,
berbuka brsama warden dan rakan2,
solat terawikh dan tadarus bersama-sama....
outing ke bazar ramdhan yg agk jauh..
ponteng prep petang(kdg2)..=p
alangkah indahnya andai dpt disingkap kmbali saat2 2..

ble kt umah,rndu suasana kt asrama,
ble kt asrama,rndu sgt nk balik umah..
cmne 2??

moga segala amalan kita diterima dan diberkati...
dimlm2 terakhir ramadhan ini,moga dpt kita berjumpa dgn mlm lailatul qadar,insyaAllah..

c u`ll in another blog..
wassalam..

WANIE

Nurul Syazwanee...
kwn sedorm yg akn dibedah pada jam 10.00pagi ini..
akibat penyakit barah otak yg dihadapi..
ya Allah,selamatkanlah beliau..
rindu akan gelak tawa serta gurau sendanya
yg memeriahkan dorm slama ini..
aq xsggup hdapi sume ni...
ya Allah,...
aq xnk khilangan tman yg slama ni bkongsi kgembiraan dan ksedihan brsma...syaz bnyk mgajar aq erti khidupan...
tpi knp msti dye yg ada pnyakit?knp bkn aq?

..~1st DaY BeRBuKa Di-RuMaH~..

salam..

skrg jam dh mnunjukkn pkul 12.56am,so means dh msuk 6/9/08..
5/9/08 dpt pulang ke rumah,smpai kt umah pun dlm pkul 5.05pm..
Smlm,lpas prep dlm kul 11 cm2,ain telefon ayah dye,
then ayah dye suruh dye blk KL gk
coz nk blikn kperluan raya dye...so,means ain kna blk awal..
yg ain susah hati coz smlm dye duty kt bilik gerakan...
dh la maduwani pon blk awl,coz nenek dye mninggal..
xkn dayah sorg je nk duty...dh la dayah 2 jnis mmalu,
bwt annoucmnt pon xnk..
at last ksian pny psl,aq volunteer gntikan ain..hrini hri dye,
mna thu esk lusa hri kte plak kn..
dhla ayah keja,so trpksala naik bas dlm cuaca yg mendung kt balik pulau smlm..
msuk kali ni baru kali ke-3 naik rapid blk..
prasaan takut2 2 still ad lgi..T_T
nsb baek la anis n wawa nk blk sekali ngan aq n dayah..
kul 4.15pm bru settle sume keje..yg ppuan sume dh blk mse 2..
tpi ade la gak 5-6org pljr ppuan yg degil blk ssma ngan balak diorg..
nsb baek naek bas asing ngan psangan2 coup 2,kalo x,ntahla...
stu lgi problems tmbul,kt dlm bas yg kitorg naek 2 juz 4org je
ppuan frm our school..dayah,aq,anis n wawa...
laen sume plajar2 llaki..e2 yg mls sgt nk ambl duty hri jumaat..
dhla diorg 3org turun awl,nnti krg tglla aq sorg je..
xpe r,nk wt cmne..dduk je r dlm rapid 2..kbtulan lps dayah trun,
sbelah sit aq ksong,igtkn bru je nk ltk bag,
ttbe abg senior dh dtg dduk (agk jauh+xslesa,dgn bau mnyk wngi dye yg semerbak,skt hdung)..biarla dye,igtkn xdk ppe r,ttbe dye tdo lak..
gawat sikh,gerun je tgk dye tdo,mcm nk trjtuh..
dlm hati,mmg mneyesal xdduk kt sbelah luar,bkn sbelah tgkap..
serius xslesa sgt..rsa mcm nk trun je kt mn2 ms 2..
at last,smpai gk umah,lega teramat...
smpai kt umh,ibu ajk pg bazar rmadhan,..best gk,dh lma xpg..
ksampaian gk hajat nk mkn cendol...(air jagung xdpt lg!!)
best sgt dpt bkak pose ngn fmily hrini..
tpi xsempat g trwih tdi,coz hjn lebat kt png..
dh rugi stu hri..
xsbr nk sahur ngn diorg jap g...

banyak sanggaattttttttttt dugaan mggu nieyh!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya Allah,tabahkanlah hatiku......daku syg sma dia..

-selamat menjalani ibadah puasa-

c u`ll in another blog..
wassalam..

..~SaLam RaMaDhaN~..

..~AHLAN WASAHLAN YAA RAMADHAN~..

..~MERDEKA 51-th~..

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salam..

Esok terpaksa pulang ke hostel walaupon agk berat untuk meninggalkan rumah...
"hostel kata mari,rumah kata pergi" T_T
lps nieyh,
tiada lgi jeritan adeq yg di usik oleh akaknya yg sgt 'baik' ini...
tiada lagi cahaya lampu bilik pada pukul 12keatas..
bilik akan kelihatan kemas seperti sedia-kala..
tiada lagi pembantu ibu di dapur..
tiada lagi kedengaran suara2 sumbang diruang tamu yg merebut siaran tv..
ayah tidak perlu mengejutkan anaknya yg seorg ini utk bgun subuh...
ibu tidak perlu diaturkan resepi masakkannya pada tiap2 hri..
tabahkan hati ini...
sedarkan akan kepentingan ilmu..
bekorban demi menuntut ilmu..
yaaa!!!! tdk perlu sedih utk pulang ke asrama..
pergi dgn harapan,pulang dgn kejayaan,insyaAllah..
buat rakan2 yg lain,slm perjuangan!~

jika ada 10 org yg brjaya,
aq akn pstikan aq-lah slh seorg dripadanya,
jika ada seorg yg brjaya,
aq akn pstikan aq-lah orgnya!!

-Doakan kejayaan aq di sana
-jga diri semua
-moga ketemu dilain hari

UKHWAH FILLAH ABADAN ABADA

c u`ll in another blog
wassalam..